I’m in love with a girl, I am.

 I already talked about Zoey before, I even recorded her a cover of Katie Don’t Be Depressed for whenever she feels down. I fell in love with her a couple days ago and I think I actually wanna make things right with her, I wanna try to get her to like me and maybe we can form a great bond. Surprisingly, I’m managing to create a solid friendship with her, and I think I’ll soon be able to develop things further.

I’m really impressed that despite me being mentally unwell, on-edge, and holding on to the very few threads in my mind, I still wanna get things to work; I’m still eager to get the satisfaction of living, I still want experiences and happiness. I’m still alive, and that is truly inspiring. I am still human, I’m still living.