I met a girl (+ artistic update)

 That’s right, I met a girl and that is one of the worst things that could be happening to me at this moment.

Well, first I should be giving it some context. As I said on my last entry, I have entered an artistic journey and I am indeed making songs, I already got a couple in the works and I already posted a demo on my Reddit page; and a couple days ago, I was in a mental health Discord server and I met a girl, her name is Zoey, we both have really similar interests and we clicked almost instantly, we share similar views and problems and we both love to write and sing.

And how could this be bad to me, you ask me — well, for one I would have to postpone my suicide even further (it’s supposed to happen when I’m done with the album), and I’m gonna have to try and actually make her like me somehow, and I don’t even know if I should try considering I don’t know her in real life — and maybe I’m not capable of handling another person as for this moment. Anyways, I’m a little scared, but maybe I could try to turn those feelings into some music, which is obviously good.