New high school & band photos

 I’m going to a nee high school this year.

Just thought of posting this because I haven’t posted in a long time because I’m always busy with something. 

Anyway, here are some pictures of my band’s rehearsal:

Thursday we’re having a rehearsal, I hope I can get a demo of something for y’all.

Again, I’m sorry for not posting this entire month, I’ve been really busy because I had an application test for the HS and the results came and now I’m having to deal with school papers. When I have my first day there (Feb 9) I’ll upload some photos for y’all, thanks. 

Happy new years!!

Happy new years everybody, I wish you all a great 2006 (2026) with wonderful moments and blessings.

I sadly don’t have anything to share with you all, the last thing I recorded was the Remember You cover. However, if any of you have any ideas of something I could record, just let me know in the comments and I’ll see what I can do about it.

And again, happy new years. Happy 2006. Have a great one, everybody!

Remember You - Adventure Time (cover + music update)

 Hey, I haven’t posted in a little while.

Just wanted to say that today I recorded a worsened version of Remember You (realistically, it’s not bad, just alright), you can listen to it here.

I started a band with my friend, the temporary name is Side B, and you can find it on Instagram and Tiktok. We’re gonna be performing some covers and also some of our own music, and our first song is almost done! It’s called Maia, it’s based on an old relationship I had, and I’ll be releasing a demo here as soon as we have it recorded.

I bought a new guitar, it’s a Tonante Finder from the 80s, I’m really in love with that guitar and I used it on Remember You and it’s also getting used on the Side B performances and studio recordings.

Also, the ‘solenne - fromdavid’ album  might get delayed a little because of this whole band thing, but surely enough I’ll remain working on my solo stuff and releasing it here from time to time.

I wish you all a merry Christmas and a happy new year, and let’s hope it’s a good one, without any fear.

Songs & Covers update

 As I said a little while back, I have been recording some stuff and writing lyrics (more lyrics than actual recordings, actually), and I said that I was gonna post them here, and I will!

Here is a bandlab demo I put together in about an hour after picking up the app for the first time.

Here is the cover of Katie Don’t Be Depressed by Yoñlu (except that I changed Katie to Zoey, as I recorded that cover for a friend that was also going through a rough time). I personally don’t think the “gospel” ending is a perfect cover, but I had a lot of fun recording it, so I hope you all enjoy!

Here we have a random cover of Creep that I recorded during a huge numbness moment that lasted a couple hours. I’m not very proud of it, because I don’t really like my voice. Oh well.

And last but not least, here I have a sneak peak of a little song, it’s called Amargura.

Those should keep you all entertained for a little while, I hope I get a little visibility because this post.

I have about 4 more songs in the works, and I’ll be working on them now that school is over.

Had a quite pleasant day.

 I'm crossposting this on SpaceHey and on my personal blog.

I had a quite okay day, I stayed in the sunlight for a while, baked a cake and it wad pretty good. I think that's about it.

Sometimes it's good to have a quiet day. I'd rather have every single day like this than have a mix of feelings every day.

Solenne tries to kill himself!! (Nov 21, 2025)

 For context, this is the text I was talking about on my last entry, I wrote this on the 21st of November this year, I almost attempted suicide today. I will also post a poem I wrote on the same day.

Could you believe that? Our favorite little guy has just attempted to put everything at risk! Little man was dealing with huge thoughts the whole morning, thinking it would go away - how innocent! Little did he know that they were only gonna grow bigger.

When the afternoon arrived, you’re not gonna believe what happened - he almost went to the bathroom and killed himself!! “Why would he do that?” You ask me; well, simply because he says he is too tired of living in a world he wasn’t built for! He says he’s too sensitive and can’t handle this world, but can we really believe that? Some would say he’s just being a baby about it, some others say he’s just too sensitive (but in a bad way). Well, it seems like we’re never going to know what actually goes through his mind! Stay in tune for more updates on Solenne.

• mock text written by solenne

I have almost killed myself

I have almost paid my debt

But I chose to stay instead

Matter of fact, think I’ll stay in bed. 

I have almost killed myself

I thought it would have a different smell

Life is just discomfort to expel

My name is too hard to spell

I have almost killed myself

I almost stopped living as well

Nothing against my will

Killed myself with grills.

Losing friends & re-emerging depression

 I haven’t been blogging a lot recently, that is due to me being constantly depressed and/or thinking about music and lyrics. Nothing much has been going on, except that I entered an immensely large emotional abyss and got out of it (I’ll talk about that later).

My best friends have distanced themselves from me in some sort of way, first one was about a month ago but we were already having some misunderstandings, and when he was gone I just reacted numbly to it. Second one was about a week ago; we were okay then one day he decided I wasn’t worth spending time with anymore, which is alright I guess (tho I miss out friendship, and I wish things were different). Third one is probably not actually distancing himself from me, but he’s just acting a bit more distant and siding with that last friend, but I feel like sooner or later he’ll drift away.

Now, regarding the emotional abyss, I had a couple terrible weeks in which I almost attempted to kill myself (I’ll post what I wrote about it in some other entry) but somehow managed to survive the urges. I was thinking really badly of myself in ways I don’t think I ever did before, could only see life in depressive lens, and every single day was thinking that there was no possibility of cure (I still believe that). Things changed tho, a couple days ago an old friend reached out to me and we’re becoming close again, and things are somewhat less depressive and possibly reaching a neutral position; but when I noticed things starting to get better, I got scared because I don’t know what having long-term positivity is like (for context, I have been dealing with emotional struggles ever since I was 10 years old, I’m 16 now). But after those recent happenings (friends drifting away), I noticed that I wasn’t gonna deal with positive, I simply wasn’t seeing life through depression.

I’m sure things will get depressive again, it always does. Oh well.